放一颗心宠你

把爱的细胞都打开
大脑中充满着蠢蠢欲动的期待
不是我想把你宠坏
实在是你利害
让我舍不得离开
别怕我爱的太多
爱你我很快乐
你尽管放心接受
这样温柔和我
我不怕任何结果
珍惜这一刻
就算是有一天
你突然想走
你并不需要担心太多
怕你不够了解我
只要记住无爱不痴
无爱不狂就够
爱从来不怕付出太多
也从不保留
为了你我什么都做
看看你是种享受
拥有你更是感动
从今后看着你好看着你坏
我都捧在怀中
全部都爱
看着现在看着未来
我都想让你
在我纵容里被爱
放一颗心留在你的身边
每次离去陪你入眠
你千万记住有我在耳边说爱你

Sorry 宝贝...

i dunno for the past 3 weeks how many time did i actually apologise to you... countless i guess... i feel so useless that i can't really do things well... i'm bringing you to miserable. i should actually bring u happiness but i end up bringing you to suffering. That why in alot of occasion you though of giving up... But i guess you do feel alot happy moment and sweet moment of us together... and we have done alot n try very hard so to get together, u really wanna give up so easily... i dun wanna force you, but i'm willing to change my concept of love to suits yours...concept is only the ways ppl look at things... it can be lead and guide to adapt to the correct way as long as i believe and agree in the way i feel it should be change to... it not born talent or character that cannot be change so easliy... i really willing to change...

Below... are you refering to me???

Unexpected..@ Certain point of times... things,events,Occassions & people all happen & passes by unexpectedly. :)Although this kinda 'surprises' owas happen to on me..But i really glad. Cos i manage to meet people who could totally or partially change me & my life.No matter happy or unhappy[Mostly hAPPy],i really feel the difference [to me].Thank you for changing my life like nobody's business.. [Bleh].Really Glad to have you.:) ANother bits & pieces of grwing up...[Hey..I am already 23..Okie.]i dont hope for too much,,,jus hope that life will remain as present..Good & Peaceful. :)

hopefully the person u are saying is me la... hopefully not Zi Zou Duo Qin... although it wasn't so good n peaceful now, but i will bring to happiness and lovely again... i really hope 宝贝 can hold my hand, smile in my face... if there's any unhappiness in life, hope 宝贝 to cry in my arms...

宝贝, hold on to my hand tight... ok???

I Love You

In Year 2006 Oct 14, a boring Saturday night in Club MoMo, God bring this happening young, pretty, cute, sweet lovable lady into my life. She such a friendly and sociable lady... I did not fall in love with her at first sight... Just find this lady cute and Friendly... Soon after that her image start engraving in my heart and brain... My craving for her start growing... She's so much in demand by others that i never had a chance to date her alone... Luckily my talent in Mahjong reaches her... we met up for MJ session quite often which bring me closer to her... Soon after i begin to obtain chances to fetch her to and from work...

Although Club MoMo had change it name, it still was such a memorable place for both of us... Beside the place i met her, it was also the place i received the first kiss from her in a halloween party... although it just a touch on the cheek, it still lead me to heaven... it just so sweet and unforgettable.

And not forgetting she's definitely a good hugger... soon after minutes pass 12 and it new year 2007... She wishes me happy new year by giving me a hug.

Doesn't she look cute in this outfit and hair style??... she look really cute to me... This was the pic taken in the hotel room in Regent hotel on our K.L trip on 18 May 2007... The day i hold her hand tight and decided that i won't let go... And hopping that she does the same... It was such a lovable trip for both of us which i dun even want to come back... it so sweet and lovely having her in my arms all the time, and hugging her to sleep... i try to make use all my time with her, hopping that time will slow down for us...

Alright friends, do not read any further other than my Bao Bei, Joyce Chew... something personal n mushy... Read at your own risk...

Private & Confidential

Bao Bei, this is the 3rd weeks of our love story. Between this 22 days there's alot of happiness and a little of unhappiness between us... I'm sorry to bring all the unhappiness to you which shouldn't exist... Remember the sweet and lovely days we have together??? i enjoy every single moment i spend being with you... Don't you love being with me? It so hard for us to get together and i dun want it to end just like that... maybe it the hard work that we have done that make you tired of this relationship including some pissed off done by me... but do you want to just let go after we put in so much effort to persuade your mummy to agreed with it?? i just wish that i can hold on to you once again to walk through the problem existing now... i'm ok if u doesn't trust anyone 100%... i'm willing to tell u everything and promise not lying to you which is not broken yet... i really 1 u to interfere in all my things... making judgement and decision for me... same goes to me... i wanted to help making judgement and decision for you.... didn't we promise to hold on to each other tight n not letting go... And I'm really happy that you done me a port folio and i really love it n I'm touch... i hope that all the content u wrote inside still valid... i need you n i want you by my side... Although this blog is not very well done, it still my first time effort... I love you Bao Bei.... you willing to hold on to my hand???? Pls Bao Bei...

Remember,

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到

我比谁都更明白你的重要

沉默久了我就决定了

决定了你的手我握了不会放掉

我答应自己不再庸人自扰

因为我要的我自己知道

只要你的肩膀依然让我靠

I Love You Bao Bei
Dear Dear Anthony